About due

I think it's about due for a new post, especially since the last one is outdated as far as my thoughts.

I'm very content with the way things are. She talking to me again, turns out she was just busy. Things are looking up a little. She an I are good, Cass seems irritated with life, but over all, fine. Family is going good. No one is disappointed in me as far as I can tell. Things could be a lot better but I'm not going to push my luck. I remember all too well the dark place I was in recently, and while things aren't exactly as I'd like, they could be worse, and I could go back to that place. I'm still lonely, but for some reason, it's not effecting me as much. Probably cause I was just lonely more for any kind of love rather than just affectionate love, and now I know, or am reminded, that I do have other people's love so... while I would like to be with someone, it's not as high on my priorities list as it was. To be honest, I don't know what is. I would guess just being with friends in general. All I've really seen lately is Nick. Saw Her for 12 seconds today but that was about it. I so hope Cass can come home Thursday for HP, I could really use the friend time.

I feel like there's something I'm forgetting, but I have no clue what it is. And I'll probably remember when I CAN'T post it on here, and when I get back to post it, I'll forget again.

I guess I'm content for now...

Now that I think about it... I'm more lonely than I thought. I still wish I had someone right now... just can't help but only want to be with that one person. The idea of other girls just seems impossible to me right now. I know it's technically not, but like subconsciously it is.

Anyway, just thought I'd update it, things aren't as bad as they have been lately, so all is good.

~Induo