You know I could post on here that I was going to kill myself in a week's time and no one would know until day of. Yes this is going to be a whiny little emo post. I think I deserve one. Litterally no one wants to be around me. I'm just realising that I'm a legitimate asshole, and I can't even help. With the navy I'm given tons of new chances with friends, and I fuck every single one of them up. I've been in honorguard for just under a week and already I'm known as the asshole of the group. I can't stand being that way but I can't help it most of the time. It just happens. I wanna know if that's what's driving girls away. If not then what it? I wanna know what's wrong with me. I don't know. There's nothing else to say. Talk to you guys later.. maybe.
~Inddy
I'm so sorry you are going through some difficult times. As one who is probably considerable older than you, I can tell you things will get better. I don't know you, but I know that every person has good, loveable qualities. I hope you can learn to see those in yourself and love and respect yourself. Then others will learn to love and respect you too!
ReplyDeleteMay God richly bless you!