This blog only has two followers so I don't think I have any fear of this getting back to the people involved.

At least a few nights a week. I have to sit and watch my crush flirt with my roommate and best friend for 15 years. I can't say anything because I already know she's not interested in me, and to say anything wouldn't help either side. If I said anything to my friend, he would actively avoid romantic interests with her because he's such a good friend, but that would only hurt her. If I told her, she wouldn't return the feelings and now everything is awkward in the group. So I can't say anything because it would only hurt people, It wouldn't help at all. If I don't say anything, she continues to flirt and I'm jealous of my best friend of 15 years. The best friend that nothing has come between for the last decade and a half. I'd be an idiot to let a girl of all things come between that.

So what do I do? Just endure it? Ignore it? Pretend it isn't happening? I honestly don't know what to do.

-Inddy