So I realised that I don't have to have a bunch of people following my posts. All I really need is the ability to post them. I write for the sake of writing. I've been in a weird place lately but a few people in my life and a few mellow dramatic movies made me realize that I need to go after what makes me happy. Everyone is running around trying to be successful but never are. They're always trying to make better what they have and they're trying to do it at such a pace that they're missing it all. I want to be a writer, so instead of pursuing a career in IT in the Navy, why don't I write something? Because it's not as lucrative? Because it's one in a million shot. The field is almost impossible to get into? I don't know but one thing I do know is that I love writing. It makes me happy, and isn't that the point of all the running around making better what we have? To be happy. Your situation could always be better. There is no perfect life. So why go after one? Why don't you just take the best one you can get? Do what makes you happy. No matter what it is, go after it. It took me twenty years, four months and four days to learn this. If you don't go after something how can you ever expect to get it? So starting in February, I'm going to attempt to cross rate into the Mass Communications field. If I don't make it then when my tour expires I will use my GI Bill to go to college and major in English and other writing involved courses. I will publish a book. It doesn't matter if it's good or not because it's not about what happens after I write it. It's about writing it.
So expect to see a lot more posts in the near future, and look forward to my up coming series, Nicholas's Order. Basically it's going to be a story from the point of view of a fictional blogger. Right now it's still only a work in progress but i have to start somewhere.
-Inddy
